drunk & hot girls .

haven't been this loaded since newyears . and so it seems that I'm back at it again. but honestly are my problems resolved as a see the bottom of the bottle . NO . it just temporarily changes my mood as I watch wasted time glide by . I don't know if I appreciate this feeling . its icky . I'd rather be sober so I can face the issues head on . idk how at all it is possible that I am writing this shit . I kinda am in the mood for a relationship so he can take me down . I need it BAD . I'm watching 1408 and its the best time to do so . I'm so loaded I jut won't remember how much of a scary bitch I am . I'm out , gotta go get some eats . dueces . jayepittman .